I'm turning into a shopaholic (no this is not the confession. because i am trying to cut the habit. i really am). The # of shopping trips and new items I purchase has spiked this last couple of months. I know it's a slippery road and I am "white knuckling" it. Survival in NYC (or just in general) is crucial. I need to be able to pay my bills and eat! But isn't looking fabulous equally crucial in NYC? I mean, it's an "eat or be eaten" kind of world out here. (Or in NYC terms: be fab or be frumpy). This brings me to the actual confession: I wear makeup everyday.

Yesterday's purchase at MAC:
- blush (brown/golden tint)
- eyeshadow (mineralize eyeshadow: sea & sky, pictured)
- eyeliner technakohl (jade way, pictured)
- mineralize skinfinish powder (neutral)
Girl's gotta look good right? I live and swear by my eyeliner. I don't look awake or look like myself without it. I hate when people see me without it. It's not because of low self esteem but most girls (and girly boys) will vouch that make-up (when applied correctly) does boost your appearance by at least 10%. I put on makeup because you never know who you can/will run into on the street (esp in Manhattan). I'm taking my precautions.
The alternative of not wearing makeup everyday is this situation: Someone sees u at a big shindig and sees u wearing makeup for the first time. They see the difference and they know u put in the extra effort for this thing and so the next time u dont put on make-up they start the comparison/questioning process. "Why isn't she wearing make-up this time? Is this event not worth putting on make-up for?" and "Whoah she looks a lot different without makeup".
So to avoid all that speculation i just put on make-up everyday. Even if it is just going down the block to my grocery store (gristedes).